If you could write to God, what would you say? what would you ask?
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I want justice for my life, for all the mental pressure and block I went through , I want justice. I want actual prosperity .. no more fake prosperity… I need full prosperity and luck. I dont want to ever think about my father. Enough with his abusive talks and verbal accusations. I want justice served. If really what he did and does is not supported by god, I want justice, I don’t want any further credit to him, rather I would move on in life trying to find a companion. But I want a permanent stop in locking my self up, ever.
Yours sincerely
Aurora
Aurora – 20 September 2020 at 11:52 am.
Dear God,
You heard for yourself, after all this .. I am still the useless burden to most. But it’s fine amma … I have not asked for recginistion from anyone other than myself and you. No matter what is done.. we women’s are considered below or a burden. Sometimes I wish I marry the best of the lot.. because i know i deserve it. A man who is capable … because do you, do you believe people consider you as a lead no matter how many stories if not for Shiva. Both of you are equals and have the strongest of love among all other godly pairs I have ever known. Yet I feel why is people who are silent considered not good enough. I dont want to prove anyone other than myself .. that I am good enough and I deserve what I deserve . A man from my place.. who is abroad .. I want to go amma…I want to find the space I belong … all these I dont know if this is my permanent place. But I dont know what exactly is the redemption we get for being what we value. Why you tried to make me what I am ? Sometimes i try to search meaning in my life and I dont find anything. I just want to leave this place and find a place where they see woman same as men… a place where we are not differentiated or a strength of women’s qualitative values is also considered strong. I would rather marry a man who knows that. Dont send me proposals that anyway wont work amma. If there is a proposal that can work, send that please. I keep seeing many see them, no one sends or accepts… or there will be some issues. Not sure if this is all a punishment for me or punishment for my father. Do you ever see him learning? I dont see it. Is this ending my karma ? I want to end here and be reborn elsewhere. I have no hope.. or I have no more patience, but if I get , I wish I get what I deserve, what I think I deserve . If there is a man who is a man … worth it… knowledgeable… smart .. good looking… same age as me.. or equal age.. because amma… in this world what example will I set if I accept men of age much greater than me ? Krishna told to think from societies perspective.. I dont want to be an example in this society marrying someone I know I dont deserve… I consider this as an exam result or a phase… before my results come. Can you atleast give me some hope if there is actually a hope ? Why did you put me in this family ? Is there any ancestor that have anything to repay to ?… that is y I adore harry amma… po… these 2 people who deserve their partners yet they also respect their women’s strength … like Shiva.. hope you read this.
P.s. my brother also left me and as mentioned I dont want to be or do have any more person whom I can depend on. Then these past few years was like chapters from someone else’s life, thanks for the same. If we think people dont care, people like me do care… we judge people based on their life and their expectations or when they get married .. to whom etc. Can you tell me if harsha or mansa hasn’t judged me .. or many who has met me hasn’t judged me just because I am not married ??? Is humiliation or putting down always going to be part of life amma ? Is this like going to be regular thing.
Yours sincerely
Aurora
Aurora – 18 September 2020 at 4:33 pm.
Hi amma
I am weird, you know why because I can never fall in love with someone on earth.. either because I am not lucky enough to find love or because I dont have the strongest power in me. Writing to you nowadays only brings tears to me, yes my life is better than plenty people out there doesnt mean I think, oh that person’s difficulty is more than mine so I should feel better right? For years I did that. They say rahu.. really … then they say time… seriously ? … well I dont have the capacity to understand such stuff… I just get up .. slog myself trying to do things with half interest or somewhat in a bad way… the one thing I was very focused was my work… and since many told that’s the reason for me to have such fate.. I even stopped doing beyond a certain time… even if I get time out… I sleep or I keep looking at phone… waste time of I am not working… I what to be everything yet I am nothing… other side some gurus say we are our own culprits… eating out ourselves
Do you understand these things that I write amma, these half sentences and logics and worries? Today I just want to some how work with content quality finish .. and hence I need to get ready exercise and then do it… call starts at 11 am… trying to stick to the 8 hrs … and then probably 2 hours of some other stuff… may be 1 hr of cleaning something ? And 1 hr of claiming and desktop clean etc ? What say … thanks amma … I dont know whether you read this… naturally shifting from book to phone is different write… but then the whole personal space would be less… may be I should link to the email and then be done with it regularly… what say… let me know if u want to talk to me something… I will move on… I like those 3 idiots…maurderes .. I think that was the cruel stuff from jk ever… but they give me strength to be funny sarcastic and selfless … but I am no hero like them… neither beauty by our standards… so dont know…thanks for everything and also I am sorry that u r doing this to me…
Yours sincerely
Aurora
Aurora – 17 September 2020 at 5:04 am.
Dear God, I thank you because you are able and your grace is sufficient, you know my heart desire of getting married to the choicest man you have for me, it’s not that I have not asked, I have and I believe my heart desire of getting married & getting kids will be fulfilled, my prayer and fasting is/ was not in vain. Let your will be done. I declare and decree before this year ends people will gather to celebrate my marriage. Amen
Berroh – 4 September 2020 at 11:12 am.
God help me and my friend so that we can travel to a free country
خدایا به من و دوستم کمک کن تا بتوانیم به یک کشور آزاد سفر کنیم
Farid – 24 August 2020 at 11:14 am.
dear god there is more people who has the virus help them throught it your friend andy
casonandy@hotmail.com – 21 August 2020 at 1:28 am.
God, please heal my dog. She is suffering a lot, help her fight the virus inside her. Please strengthen her body, help her eat his meal and drink fluids. Lord, you are the king of kings, and the Lord of lords, please hear my prayer. All Glory and praises into your name. Amen.
Kayle – 12 April 2020 at 7:36 pm.
25/03/2020 – Outbreak
Dear, God.
I just want the world to go back to the way it was. I didn’t think it could get any more diseased. I didn’t think history would repeat itself—but it did. This pandemic came out of the blue. It started with one and ended up with hundreds of thousands. I really wish it would end here. I really wish it would end soon. No more casualties, no more fear, no more hesitation, no more second-guessing.
I think twice before stepping out to the world like it’s an insult to humanity. At this rate, maybe it is one, after all. After years and years of trying to build myself back up and trying to become a decent and functional human being, I really cannot fathom the thought of being forced to stay in this box for such an endless period of time. Why is it after I just became comfortable, I have to hide away from the world that I just adapted to? As sick and as unfamiliar as it was, it was in no way sicker than this.
I think about those who cannot bear to stay under the same roof as their families. How they have to readjust in all the shock and collision that is their ‘homes’. I think of those whose safe spaces were the outside world—their schools, their workplaces, their favorite coffee shops. I think of those whom every time they think of reaching those places to find refuge, must retract their urges and stay inside a place where they cannot think, move, nor breathe. I think of all the people who are sickened by the people that were supposed to love and cherish them, but don’t.
I think of all the insanity and sickness that will ensue due to the endless ticking of the clock on the wall. I cannot even begin to imagine the kind of aftermath this quarantine will produce. I can only hope that the good will outweigh the bad, and that the excitement will outweigh the exhaustion.
I want to see the movies full with couples in love—who just cannot bear to spend another second apart from each other. I want to see the parks swarming with kids and their partners of crime—even though I do not adore nor tolerate them. I want to see the restaurants full with friends who are dying for a cup of coffee and a nice chat. I want to see the people run, throw, kick, swim, and compete without any fear of death or touch—even if I won’t stay to watch until the end. I want to see the people gather to read the lines to a play—even if I won’t participate or stay until the curtains close. I want to see people live in their own spaces and walk in their own paces again.
There are only so many songs I could sing, poems I could write, books I could read, foods I could eat, and memories to talk about until everything becomes monotonous and soulless. It has only been two weeks of this damned isolation and already I’ve felt as if I had lost my sanity and life. I do not want to live in fear—but the world tells me to do so anyway, and I must, since I cannot be a carrier and worsen the apocalypse. Lord, help me. Help me keep my sanity, my excitement, my ideas, my fire, and my faith in everything good. I cannot bear the thought of not being able to do better than just staying home and hoping I do not turn more people undead—or becoming so myself.
God, please help us. Help the people who work in the front line to tackle this sad outbreak. I do not want the world to die this way—or for it to die at all—even though I’ve been trampled and hurt plenty while I’m here. I’ve still got so much to see, so much to learn, so much to hear, so much to hold, and so much to say. I believe it is also so for many other people in this world, and I believe you think so, too. I hope this pandemic ends soon and never returns. Please forgive us—your children—if we are not doing a good enough work to make things better. We are only human and we need you.
Elena Spencer – 24 March 2020 at 6:23 pm.
God,
I feel anguish. I scream into my steering wheel; I carve prayers into my skin. Why have you left me? Are my cuts too shallow for you to intervene? Must I end my life to feel your love? I can’t keep living alone. Please send me someone who cares.
Ivory – 1 March 2020 at 5:03 pm.
please help my mother finish her education and please make my family love me I always feel like I don’t belong when im with them and my father is mean to me half of the time we talk. When ever im happy it just takes one hour with my family to make me depressed. Please help my brother get his grades up. I love you god and don’t need you to do anything to help me but do your working on my family. Let them get whatever they was or need.
kayla – 26 November 2019 at 1:26 am.
god i did sins again and again, and i have hurt her a lot, please i realize my mistake,bring her back to me one chance i am never gonna hurt her directly indirectly, i will always make her happy and will listen to her what she wants, i love her so much, i disrespected her, please one time bring her back and i will respect her all my life
Achintya Bharadwaj – 18 November 2019 at 2:36 pm.
Dear God
Seems to me like no matter what I do or pray things just keep getting worst.
For instance I tried to hide/distance myself from everyone but still things just keep coming, Im not sure if it’s a test but I’r really on my breaking point right now. I just want to be patient and see what the end result is because things are not looking pretty good right now… I ask for strength and guidance from you to get through whatever challenge i have to face. It’s been hard and stressful, I had to sacrifice certain friendships and some people I’m just so glad and thankful that i don’t keep up with anymore. Life is hard for me and my mom and dad right now, I was so ignorant before to think that everything would be smooth and fast, even before I came to this country, I looked at things completely one sided. Sad, really sad but the battle is not over yet and this is just a stage in my life that God wants to test me in and keep me humble so I won’t take things for granted. My lord I’m so blessed and thankful that you are still after all my sins and unfaithfulness always with me keeping me safe no matter what, Glory be to you my lord and savior.I would go on and on and write a whole book as big as a dictionary to express to you how i feel and felt throughout my life but this game called life, this test is not over yet. I may have failed at it a couple of times but I know I’ll make it through only if you are wit me every step of the way to guide me. For these upcoming months PLEASE have mercy on me my lord, let me hid and work towards my goals and not be afraid about anything in particular… You know it all my lord and just hope and wish that things would be different but I know you have my back! lot to say … hope one day i could get it all out. You know how i feel. 🙁
Sincerely and with immeasurable love
Yourdaughter
God’s child – 10 November 2019 at 8:04 am.